I haven't posted about this yet because it's been to hard, and unreal. I don't want to accept it. Yesterday I woke up to find out that my nephew, Nick Farley, had passed away. Even though hes my nephew by blood, he's my brother in heart. We are 4 months apart in age, and we grew up together. As kids he was one of my best friends, and the only one of the boys willing to play Barbies with me. Growing up he was always there, and he never made me feel bad about myself.
Nicky was so amazing. He loved everyone, he loved music and he loved to make people laugh. He could light up the room. He always knew how to make me laugh with some outrageous thing.
As adults we didnt see each other much, growing up will do that, but he was still one of my best friends and favorite people in the world. I was so proud of the man he became and where he was going in life. Recently he'd been helping me during a really difficult time and i was so grateful to him. He didnt hesitate at all, and he never did for the people he loved.
His loss is felt so deeply by us all. I already miss him so much, and i dont know how i can ever get over his loss. But i am thankful for every memory i have, and am thankful that i had such an amazing person in my life, especially during times i needed that light the most. I know that his light won't ever fade, it was just too damn strong and too damn loud.
I love you Lemonhead! ❤️❤️❤️